Depression … The Gateway to the Real Happiness
Depression is not … what it looks like.
And yes … I would even dare to define it as a … blessing.
I started to write the book …. “Depression … the gateway to the real happiness” … trying to understanding the unhappiness from my own soul … but also trying to guide myself to get out from such a mental state.
I saw depression lots of times … all around myself … somehow being afraid of it … but also realizing it is not …. what it looks like.
Today …. analyzing my own case …. I realize it is a signal … that says we were unhappy …. for too many days into the row.
Just a signal … whispering us … a very important message … that we should not … ignore.
But … we are afraid of it.
We try to hide it … and even pretend the opposite… that we are … happy.
Well … until the day when we finally understand that life is too short to waste it … delaying on and on and on … to live it … the real way we should live.
Time is passing … and situation is not improving.
Days are passing … then weeks … then months .. then even … years.
We simple can’t understand that … we need a change so that this ugly vibe could be metamorphosed … into a beautiful one.
And we delay …. the change.
I’ve done like that … same as many others from the scene of my life.
Instead of living in a beautiful way … i just lived being … unhappy … and i think that all it was cause i was too coward to define … my feelings.
I could simple say … “Yes! I am unhappy … or even depressive… “, but i could not do it.
I simple could not do it.
This delay … ruined lots of days of my life.
But it’s ok.
All it’s ok ….